I had the d and c on Tuesday and I feel so much better. I'm still having small moments of sadness and morning , especially when I see or hear something that reminds me of my baby, but I know that will always be there. But overall I feel better. Physically it wasn't too bad. Somewhat painful but mostly just cramping And the pain meds help. I was upset that I wasn't knocked out for it but they at least gave me a shot that made me really drowsy so I was a bit out of it. My manager gave me a few extra days off. Sadly my husband has to work so I'm a little nervous to be alone and I hope I don't get sad but I'm going to try to keep busy (obviously nothing straining so I can heal). Thank you guys for being there for me! This group of ladies really means a lot to me!