Does anyone else feel like there more terrified of the epidural than the birth?  Not because it numbs you or because it might not work .. But the whole sitting there while  a needle goes to your back then an even bigger needle and the whole thing just freaks me out i feel like i will move/ jump when they try to do it. I have to say i havent been so excited about being pregnant because my thoughts are blocked with fear. And i know theres other options but i def dont have enough courage to do it natural and i want the best pain relief i can get ... Just scared of the whole process .