Freaking out

Erika • 💙 5.12.15 💙 11.29.18
I'm about 22 weeks. I had an appt yesterday because I've had high blood pressure. At the end of my appt, my doctors med student was using a doppler to hear the baby's heartbeat and it literally took her about 5 minutes to find out. In the end, my OB had to be the one to find it. I didn't feel the baby move as much last night and I haven't felt him much today either. I know I heard his heartbeat yesterday so I shouldn't be freaking out, but when it took so long to find it, I could have died. It was so scary. I guess I'm just overreacting but ugh. I can't wait for him to get here so I can just hold him whenever I want! I have an ultrasound Monday and it literally cannot get here soon enough.