C-section very disappointed

This is my first pregnancy I'm 31 weeks and I'm really disappointed that I might not be able to give birth Vaginally due to my placenta blocking my cervix😩, not only that I'm afraid of being cut open and the recovery process . I've never had surgery before 😔 , just finding out and it makes me feel sad I wanted to actually experience the vaginal delivery birthing process for my first go around .