This month marked one year trying to conceive. About 6 months ago I was on my way to church and I was talking to God. I ask, "Lord, if it is your will for me to have another child would you send someone to tell me about my unborn child." Now I am a firm believer in the power of prayer and that God has the power to do anything but this just seemed so foolish to me. Seriously, who comes up to someone and says something like that. I thought of one person who I knew would have no problem saying it if she felt lead by God to do so. So I kept that in mind and went on to church. As church ended this particular person came up to me and said I need to tell you something. God has allowed me to see the baby you will carry in your womb. I bawled hysterically. How could this happen? I had just prayed this silently and for this specific person. I tell this story because each month that goes by I feel my heartbreaking just a little bit and then I remember those words and gods heals that piece of my broken heart. And I continue to wait for his promise to be fulfilled. Some days are harder than others. But my faith in God is all I need to make it through until the day I am able to hold  my 2nd sweet baby in my arms.