Amazing bikiny and amazing body, and of course the guys saw her and stared at her... I did too, she looked gorgeous...  But than i realised that "hey, what about me? What happened to me!? " i felt disgusted as i looked down to my body :(   My partner tried to make me feel better saying that " oh i dont need that blond chik, i have somthing better next to me"    Yeah yeah  .... Like i could believe that!!!   How do i stop crying about this? I hate myself for thinking like this, but i cant help it, i was jelous, and for nothing... I know that!!!   My heart feels so sad :((