My first and only pregnancy at 31 yrs old,believing I wasn't able to conceive,routine exam was the single most joyous and heart wrenching moment of my life.within 7 minutes,I was pregnant,no longer pregnant and I had parts of my reproductive organs removed.although the doctor said that I have better odds with a successful pregnancy now,I have been UN successful and ppd is still a factor.anyone else have any advice or similar story?