So, either I am: (maybe TMI)

I haven't really had cramps all week, they were really bad the previous two weeks, and I thought AF was making a visit then. According to my positive surge (on 1/17/15) I would have been due for AF around 2/2/15. I haven't had any cramping or other signs since  since last Friday. I talked to my doctor and found out that you don't always ovulate if you get a positive surge, and it can happen later; especially since my cycle is so out of wack!  I stopped testing so I don't know if I ever surged again. Anyway, to the TMI part. I just went to the bathroom (pretty constipated) I normally go everyday and never have issues. Well, when I wiped it was still the milky discharge that I have had for a little while now, but it had a little pocket with like a pinkish hue to it.. Not red and not dark at all. Just pinky. Who knows. I'm sure as soon as I hit "post" AF will come gushing in! 😔 but I can have hopeful prayers and wishes in the meantime!!