I feel like hubby and I can't bd he's extremely rough around the boob area and everytime he sucks I'm worried he's going to suck and the clear fluids im lactating are going to go into his mouth. I noticed everytime we go for it the next day i leak or the fluid is present. I'm completely giving up on ttc and getting more and more depressed. It's affecting my relationship more and more everyday because of my insecurities and anger that everyone around me is pregnant or has a child. And that there are girls coming to my work to buy EC to avoid pregnancy. Completely frustrated and at my wits end.