Testing in the morning...

Brittany
My DH and I started TTC a little over 2 years ago. Last January we finally got our BFP but we lost it at 12 weeks.  I had a D&C and we started trying again about a month later when my period came again. 
Anyways the night before I got the BFP I had this huge knot in my stomach and was so nervous and anxious about taking the test. Not that I should have been at that point I probably should have bought stock in pregnancy tests, but regardless I was so anxious about taking it. Then sure enough the next morning both of those pink lines were almost red and showed up instantaneously! It was only the day of my missed period also. 
Well right now tonight I am feeling that same thing which has me excited and terrified. I so want to test in the morning and have a BFP show up, but if it doesn't I will be so crushed (well even more so than normally.) 
Ughhh TTC makes me crazy!!!!