SO and RX Drugs
SO abuses RX drugs....mostly benzos, pain killers, opiate combinations. He used to abuse harder drugs, but has been clean for years.
We recently moved out of state which I'm thrilled about for one bc all the sellers he bought from are far removed now. But I worry he'll just find another source or make pain mgmt appts (that he doesn't need) just to access the drugs.
He and I just learned we are expecting, and I obviously don't want my child in that environment. I'm not sure if I should leave though. Our relationship is good, communication, and I love him. We have no issues as far as arguing or anything. On a different note, He and I are also dependent on one another at the moment...he has a job, but I'm job searching; I have the car, savings, credit and so on, but he lacks all of that.
I'm conflicted. I don't want to take his child away from him and I want to be with him and work it out and in other ways I feel a little stuck, but now that I'm expecting I'm looking at his drug past/habits in a whole new light - rethinking everything. Baby isn't due until fall; should I use this time to see if he changes or end things now? 😞 Not sure what to do. What's fair? What's right?
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