Can't stop crying

I was in a 4 years relationship. We decided to take a break because we were having problems not because of us but because of his parents (I used to live with him and his parents ) I keep talking and seeing each other a couple of days a week.  Today I wanted see him I been feeling really dow. I called him to tell him I wanted to see him he never picked up I call him like 20 times he didn't pick up. I called him again like 20 more times and it went straight to voicemail and Rhenish started texting him and nothing. Then I called him in total more than 50 time plus text.  He picked up and I asked why he turned off his phone and he said because he wanted to let.  I asked where are you and he said at my guy friends house.  After that I told him I wanna see you can you come over and he hangedup  the phone on me and he Texted  me saying he won't drive over here to see means thrash was it. WTF I can't stop crying I wanna die seriously