I'm 20 years old pregnant with my first who is due in June. Her father passed away so she'll never get to meet him. But I just feel so alone lately. Like the only person I hang out with is my mom. My girl friends all have boyfriends so they don't have time to be bothered with me. Whenever I make plans they cancel for their boyfriends . So when I'm not working I'm in this little bedroom I rent out. One of my guy friends, I have a slight crush on , is giving me mixed signals plus he just got a gf. And idk he only talks to me now when he wants too. So when I get home I just take out my baby clothes and stare at them and sometimes pretend that baby's in them . I just feel like I'm by myself. Like not important.