How do u keep ur sanity during ttc!!??

Lindsay
I'm on about a year of trying and just go yet another negative test after 3 <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a>'s. I'm at my wits end and don't know how to handle this. We are taking a break bc all these hormones and stress is taking a toll on my body. I'm getting very depressed and knowing nothing I do or don't do will change getting pregnant or not. It's all chance is what I'm discovering. I wish I didn't have this desire of my heart. I want to take it away but I can't. I feel I can't function. What's worse is that it's my birthday on Saturday and I don't even care. I thought this would be an awesome birthday but life laughed right in my face and told me I don't think so, u won't or ever get pregnant!!