What I've become

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Please tell me if you feel like this.
I suffer from (emphasis on suffer here) from recurrent pregnancy loss. Just had my latest a few weeks ago.
I'm allergect to children- in particular- new borns- or babies of any kind.
I literally RUN the opposite direction. I had to walk by a bunch of people cooing over a new baby ( I work in a school, new mothers everywhere) and I came home and had a good long cry.
I want my baby so bad that I've come to hate babies.
What have I become?

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I understand completely, I feel terrible that I cannot seem to even be happy for the loved ones I have that have baby's. My cousin was over a couple of days ago with her new born and I couldn't even bare to be in the room .... I feel awful about it

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I work in a bra store.... It's agony hearing all the ladies coming in at 6w with tight bras. I lost mine at 7w1d on 2/1

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I feel the same way. This loss is my third and I am so sad, angry and depressed. I am envious of women who are pregnant or have kids. I feel like I hate them and that makes me feel like a monster. I know that I really don't hate them, it is the envy. I just want to be a mommy so badly. It just doesn't feel fair.

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Feel that way i use to love to go to baby websites and baby sections in shops now i run past the baby sections to avoid it... As specially the baby boy thing knowing i would have have an boy … i think its normal

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So sorry to hear. 
I don't actually run, but I do have to look away. It just feels like it's something that will never happen for me, so it hurts to see. 
Fingers crossed for you.

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Do you know what causes your miscarriages?

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I can't avoid baby sections. This mc was an oops but we wanted it. We have a 6 month old so I have to go in the baby section and see the tiny newborn clothes. Though I have my boy it's agony remembering the two I lost.

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