Feeling hopeful

Stachia
Miscarried my first pregnancy Dec. 28th, 2014, hardest thing ever to deal with. Miss my angel baby everyday. Haven't been feel good and took a test to find out I'm pregnant again. I want to be happy but I'm too scared to do that. Had my blood tested yesterday docs orders and have to go in Saturday for another level check. Hoping and praying things will be ok!