I'm so blessed to have a perfect 2 1/2 year old who is the light of my life. I've recently suffered a loss at 9 1/2 weeks and never imagined the pain Id feel. I'm so blessed to have her, but the love I have for her didn't replace the love I felt for this one the moment I found out. Take the time to read this. Trust in God. I'd be the first to admit that my faith has been tested, but I can sob in my sorrows or I can trust that he has a plan for me and I can live each day working toward that plan.