I consider myself far from a perfect mom but I always put my girls first and do anything it takes to give them everything they want and need....I make sure to take time out of whatever I'm doing to talk with them or play with them because that's what you do!! I have a loving husband and a great marriage, all we want is our 3rd blessing!!!! But for almost a year now we have tried with no prevail which has taken a toll on us!!! Every month we try and every month I get a devastating blow to my heart..... Yet there are women all around me some I consider a friend that have so many damn kids that they can barely take care of them let alone spend any time with them!!! All have different father's who are not in their lives and they struggle a lot in school because she doesn't take the time to help them, there isn't any mommy and daughter/son time because the women are to worried about themselves or whatever man there with at the time....But Guess What!?!??.......They are PREGNANT AGAIN!!!!!!! one for the 5th time and one for the 7th!!!!!!!!!! Why?????????? how is it so f'n easy for them and so damn hard for me and other women just like me?!?!?? What in the hell are they doing to deserve another child?!?!??! Its so freakin frustrating every time that they call me or I go to their house and I hear those 2 words....I'm Pregnant.....the 2 words that I would give almost anything to be able to say😢 I dont think I'll ever understand why..............Am I the only one that ever feels this way?!?!