What's wrong with me ?

Rose • Hiiiii
I'm sitting here fighting off an uncontrollable urge to rip of all my living room and bathroom wall paper ! both rooms need redecorating I'm 13 weeks pregnant and just want to get it done ! only problem is I'm on a extremely low budget this month as my partner just got a new car on finance and has to pay the old company a final payment and the new company his first payment ! urgh how do I control myself? I can't afford both rooms untill next month ! but it's driving me crazy ! I don't think it's a good idea redecorating at 20 week's pregnant :/ arggghhhh