Very anxious

Destinee • Destinee Horne
I am 38 weeks and 4 days and I feel like this baby isn't doing anything at all.. He moves a lot but I have not yet experience Braxton Hicks contraction or anything leading up to it. I went to wal-greens and bought me some castor oil haven't taking it yet because I've heard good and bad stories about it.. I'm due on the 19th but wanting the baby to come early because my fiancé has an important gig the 18th through the 20th and I know we will need that money for bills and I don't want to miss out on that money and really want him to Be there when this baby comes.. I'm just so anxious don't know what to do I have an appointment on the 11th and I will be so depressed if I haven't dilated at all which I feel like I haven't.. I need some encouragement 😞