Sooo fed up really am 😖😔😖😣

So af was two days late guess who showed up in done with getting my hopes up really I am I can't take this no more it'semotionally draining every mth all I get is a big fat neg what am I doing rong we bby dance every day use preseed take folic acid 800 mg every day I take vitamins been ttc for nearly a year now 😖I really thought this was it this mth sorry this is so long just needed to get this out