Just needed some support 😔

Alexa
My bf and I have been together 3 1/2 years now and I am due July 9th. The hard thing is that we both have a semester left of college. I'm moving home and finishing online (I got SUPER lucky and my professors allowed it) because we signed a lease with 3 other guys that like to drink and smoke and I can't raise a baby in that environment. My bf is going to stay at college and finish and I'll be 2 1/2 hours away at my parents. In December we will both graduate and move in an apartment somewhere together, but from May-December it will be long distance and weekend visits. The thought of not being with him breaks my heart. We've been living together for 2 1/2 years now and I can't imagine 7 months without waking up next to him or just being with him, let alone raising our newborn son without him. He needs to finish college for him, the baby and I and I know it's the best option, but I'm so heartbroken. Anyone go through something like this? I just need some light.Â