Depressed

I just found out that I am pregnant. I'm 24 and this will be my first child this was totally unplanned. I have been off birth control for years because I thought it would be hard for me to get pregnant because there have been plenty of times where I could've got pregnant yearly but i never have. I'm really sad because I wasn't ready for this and I really enjoy my freedom and being able to do whatever I please without the hassle of kids I am so not ready for this 😢