Ready to give up

Melissa • The hubs and I have been ttc for 3 yrs now. About 1 yr ago we found out my progesterone levels were too low. Since then I have been on meds trying to finally begin our family!
Currently on CD 8, chlomid cycle 6, day 4 of 100 mg chlomid. After TTC for over 3 years with heartbreak each month since, I feel like Ive reached my breaking point. I havent felt like myself in months, I have insomnia horribly, i get awful hot flashes, headaches are insane and lord the mood swings!! I know its all side effects of the meds but im miserable!! I dont even enjoy being around my husband, or anyone for that matter, anymore because of how bad i feel. Im tired all the time!!! I honestly dont know how much longer I can do this. The heartbreak and unanswered questions are tearing me apart!!! I dispise anyone mentioning anything about babies, pregnancy, and about cry everytime someone asks me about "when ill have 1 of my own"...Maybe its just a really bad day, but am i alone in feeling like this?!?!