Feeling a little down, could use someone to talk to

So, my DH is in training until Easter weekend and yesterday my mother-in-law told me I'm going to be an aunt. And I'm happy for my brother in law and his wife but I cried. For like an hour. Normally, I'd talk to my hubby and I know it's silly to cry that much but sometimes I can't help it. I feel like I'm never going to be a mommy. Then today I went to a baby shower and one of the ladies there said "well, you don't have kids so you can play." That really stung. I would've snapped but, I held my tongue. I just feel so, hopeless. Maybe that's not the right word.....and it really sucks because our medical coverage doesn't cover fertility complications. :( I just needed to vent. Thank goodness for communities like this.