Mood swings anyone?

👶🏽👶🏽👦🏽👩🏼👨🏽 • Wife and mother of a two year old boy! And expecting twin boys Aug 2015
So I didn't know where else to go but here to get advice. But I hate the fact that I can be a complete biznatch, grumpy, moody, hormonal, pregnant person towards my husband. (Hint* I was worse in my first pregnancy towards my
Husband)  well usually something bothers me and I tell/ talk with my husband about whatever is bothering me (to "fix" the problem) But some reson it's not enough,!  I want to go on and on and pick on other things and create more of an argument -_- I hate that I do it , but I can't help it! Ugh! Why do my hormones have to be so out of whack?!! Why do I like to argue with my
Husband who is putting up with so much of my
Crap:( I feel so bad that I act like this with him, and to make things worse I say hurtfullt things to him that he wouldn't dare tell me :( (like I say he sucks,  and pisses me Off, or I start to use bad words talking with him) I tell him sorry and to please forgive me for acting this immature way, but I hope he understands that I love him and hope he forgives me.
Sorry so long, I guess I had to vent a little. :( I just have a really bad conscience and it hurts me
To know that I'm acting this way with him.