Depression..

Alyssa • Just waiting on my little miracle (:
So I'm only 17 but I've had always battled with my depression. I've never taken mess because u just don't feel like taking them and I hate taking pills ! I just recently found out I'm pregnant and my depression has gotten pretty bad lately . I was going to go to a therapist but my SO was asking why and tbh I just don't feel comfortable telling him why or talking to him about it .. And I just don't know what do ..it gets to the point where I don't even feel like getting out of bed or even leaving my house to do things . I'd rather lay on my couch and do nothing.. I don't think suicidal thoughts I just don't have motivation anymore ? And I'm not sure what do about my depression ...