Of dying during or right after child birth? I have 4 kids all completion free pregnancy and labor and delivery..... And currently TTC #5 but lately I've had this fear that I will die from giving birth I've been seeing soooo many post on Facebook about these mommies dying from child birth....so maybe that has something to do with why I'm feeling like this.....and I also think I want this soooo bad and at the end I die and can't even raise the baby or my other 4.....ughhhhh I hate thinking like this!