We've been referred to a urologist that specializes in fertility as well. $$$ and far away from home---will take a day trip. DH is finally on board with ttc since he knows from his SA that he actually has sperm but minimal--less than 1 million. My obgyn told him to stop the testosterone replacement but I guess he needs a urologist to tell him again or explain what other TR options he has while ttc. I'm emotionally exhausted and ready to say fuck it...I'm sick of being the only one taking advice and actually using it to make sure at 30, my body is healthy enough to carry another child..... I want to scream, cry, disappear, and get back to living my life my way; since I'm the one who researches and does all the work to make this baby happen. The void in my heart and womb will only be filled by shelling out thousands of dollars that is going toward buying our next house.. Rant over