It all happens so fast....

Ch
Found out I was pregnant and then that I was miscarrying all in the span of like a week and a half. This was my fear from the very beginning; I didn't want anyone to know for this very reason. But my husband really wanted to tell his family we were expecting, so we told both of our families on April Fools day, despite my wishes. I had a miscarriage the very new day. Is it crazy to think that "I just knew"? The day we told everyone all of symptoms had disappeared and i just didn't feel pregnant anymore. This whole thing just sucks!!! I hate having to retell everyone that were not longer pregnant. I also hate feeling like I knew this would happen the whole time. Don't know if I want to TTC or wait. This is all just so emotional. I don't even know how far along I was because I hadn't had my first Appt yet and my periods are irregular. I feel relieved to know now but it still hurts. Praying for everyone who has or is going through this as well! ❤️