What do I do 😔

Okay this is so bad and I feel horrible for feeling like this !! But I can't help it I cry for hours over this Im just so unhappy, 
Okay so I've been with my partner for 4 years and we have a 1 year old and trying for number 2. (Which doesn't feel right Atm but how to tell him that) 
But I just don't feel i the same towards him anymore,I'm just not happy 
He introduced me to one of his mates around last year and
I just can't stop thinking about him they don't hang out a lot but when they do im allways there and he is just amazing Im absolutely head over heals for him. Seriously what's wrong with me I barely even know him, I dream about him I can't get him off my mind and it's annoying, I'll be having sex with my partner and I find myself wishing it was him.  
I'm a horrible person I hate myself for not loving my partner anymore
What do I do 😔 only kind words please 
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Ja

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You tell him it's just not there for you anymore and you don't thinks it's right to have another child. You either try and see if you can get the spark back or go your seperate ways. 

Me

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You tell him you aren't ready for another baby..there's no shame at all even if you where head over heels in love. A one year difference isn't much at all. 

Me

Melissa Carrie🐠 • Apr 6, 2015
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Ka

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Make sure it's not just Lust what your feeling towards his mate