Don't know what to do!!!

Krysti • I have 4 living children, two 1st trimester miscarriages, a stillborn son, and 2nd trimester miscarriage of my son.
so it's bad luck to go to funerals while your pregnant and my husbands aunt passed today. I went to my uncles funeral back in 2008 while pregnant and lost the baby exactly 30 days later. I don't think I want to chance it again. But I want to be there for my husband... Don't know what to do!