Good news/ bad news?

Megan • Married 5 years TTC #1 for 3.5 years. Finally successful after a fet with a day 4 embryo. Due may 2017💕 Now trying for #2. FET in January
Well I'm out this month. It's been 18 months of TTC with no luck. It's been exhausting and a very long road. I guess the good news it that I get to go for blood work this week and have an appointment with the fertility specialist next month. Hopefully it's nothing major and things will happen quickly once we get a plan set. I would never wish this upon anyone. It's one of the worst feelings I have ever had.