Rant/Hurt

It sucks so much that i haven't gotten pregnant yet. We been trying for 5 months now. My OH have 3 godkids,when he talks about them he gets so excited he always say they are my babies I have three girls. People who i know just started trying and already gotten pregnant. It breaks my heart that he calls those kids his babies! I honestly feel like a failure,what is wrong with me. I cry so much because we really want to start a family but it hasn't happen yet.