Will it make me a bad mother if I start smoking after I have the baby? (Not around her)

I have quit smoking while I found out I was pregnant instantly, and I was quite a heavy smoker. But I just find it stressful sometimes and I would like to go back to it (using handgell and gum afterwards so my daughter won't smell it). Is this bad, and should I just keep on not smoking after I give birth? I'm planning on breastfeeding but if that has any effect on the milk or anything I won't, and will be planning on smoking again after she's one year old. 

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