My boyfriend has a lot of friends and hangs out with them a lot, and he always wants me to hang out with other people. I don't have friends sense I work so much and have moved so often. So I lied and said I was going to a small party when I really went to a late movie alone. I want him to think I'm not dependent on him, and have a life. I know the lying was wrong. I feel guilty because a small part of me wants him jealous that I have plans tonight while he stays home alone like I do almost every night. Is this wrong? Anyone struggle with lack of friends and/or a similar situation? Please comment, thanks.