Whenever it happens

Sarah • 27. Married. My son was born 2/22/16 and his little sister 7/5/17
My husband and I decided to stop "trying" it's been a very emotional road for us, as most of you women can relate. It's put stress on our sex life and therefore our
Marriage so we have decided to just have sex to be intimate, not necessarily to make a baby. We are done tracking and whenever it happens it happens. Obviously I can not help but long for a baby, however my marriage comes first. It was a hard decision but we both feel it's the right one. Anybody else going through this?