Completely upset right now. DH is now deployed. My fertile window was the week leading up to his departure. I tested a few weeks after he left...negative test. :( another month has gone by...still no cycle. And I'm annoyed with it all. It was our last chance for a while and I'm kinda depressed about it. Truly just wish we could have got our miracle before he left...he would have still mase it home right before the baby would have been due...

He prays every night that I will just randomly take a test and it'll be positive...it breaks my heart...our miscarriage gave us hope that I could at least concieve...but it's been over a year since then...2 years ttc...and now we will be waiting till he comes home from deployment...it just sucks. A lot...