Need advice, relationship over

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Well I don't know where to start... hubby and I have been married for almost 3 years together for almost 7, and I think it's over. I am on bc, have been for 7 years, and hubby wants to be intimate with out a condom a few times. I on the other hand prefer a condom for extra protection. We tried last night and in the end I ended up sleeping on the couch crying. I guess I am afraid of becoming pregnant if we don't use a condom and afraid he won't pull out in time. I guess I don't trust him and that p*$$es him off. Last night he said he will never be intimate with me again and doesn't know if he wants to b with me anymore.... heartbroken and I don't think I can change his mind..... thoughts and advise, please no bashing me I already feel bad enough