So Valentine's Day I found out my guy was talking to another girl and when I asked about it he said it was none of my business. I then checked his phone while he was in the shower cause I had to know what was going on. I found the messages which I could tell was flirty and them getting to know each other in more than just a friendly way. I then went a little "crazy", in his words and he did not want to get involved with my emotions. After about a week of me freaking out and trying to talk to him about it or work it out he then asked if I had talked to the girl. Cause she had suddenly dissappeared in all forms of communication with him. I told him I had not even thought about talking to her cause she was not the one that had hurt me so I wasn't going to try to hurt her in anyway and he should have known I wouldn't do something like that. He just plainly told me I was being crazy so he didn't know what to expect from me. A little farther into the conflict he stated that I had to respect his private life. I then told him to piss off cause he made me angry about the whole situation. It's now been almost two months since I've had contact with him. It's my first break up and I was with him for almost three years. I felt cheated and lied too. Worthless even because of the situation. Even now I have a hard time with some memories or similar situations, places, etc. that remind me of him. I still have a few of his things and plan on mailing them all back to him. I also have gifts from him that was for my birthday and Christmas. I didn't know what to do with them so my mom hid them from me. I feel numb to so many things that made me happy and I'm not sure if I'm doing anything right anymore. He was my first true love and I would have done anything for him to make him happy and I thought he would have done the same... I'm not sure why I'm posting about this... Maybe for advise? Or just for someone to listen.