I was molested for few years as a child and only recently talked about it with a few people I know I can trust. But it's a battle in my head that all I remember is everything bad that has ever happen to me!!! I try to recall the good times for instance like my sweet 16, high school, college, my best friends child birth.... I am scared to have my own children, because if I cannot remember the times that mean the most to me... why have a family.. I just wanna know is there anyone with a similar situation an how did they cope? Or does it get easier.. I for gave the man who did this to me.. but it's still a battle. .