Feeling guilty

Molly • I`m 27 and my husband is 28. We have had two miscarriages in 2015. We are now expecting TWIN BOYS in June. 💙💙
I had an early miscarriage in February. I just found out I'm pregnant again. When I told my husband this morning he was thrilled! I am excited too, but I feel guilty that I'm not as excited as I was the first time. I think I'm just afraid to get my hopes up. Has anyone else experienced this?