This morning(thank goodness) I had an appointment with my therapist/counsellor whatever you want to call her.. We talked about how death is such a taboo topic, it happens all the time yet no one talks about it.. If your grandparents were to pass away, you would be able to grieve however you see fit.. So in this case we talked about it and we both agreed that for me, getting the ultrasound (even though my babes were only at 6.3 weeks) just to see them, that one piece of them I have.. To take it and for me I would like to bury it, hopefully we can find a willow tree around where we are, if not somewhere near a beautiful river or out of the way off the beaten path.. to lay to some of the hurt inside that I have..