3+ weeks

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So yesterday I took a clear blue digital with the weeks estimated to make sure I was pregnant, and it came up at 3+ weeks pregnant. I'm technically 5 weeks. 
TMI!
  A little while later , I went to bed woke up in the middle of the night & went to the bathroom, wiped & bam... Blood. I was pretty much devastated. I then experienced cramping. I really didn't think that I'd lose it because I had just taken the test, but when I went to work it just became more and more. 
I don't know how I'm holding together right now because I'm pretty sure I lost my baby. I was so excited after finding out that this is literally breaking my heart. I don't think I'd ever be ready for another pregnancy after experiencing this.