I'm losing it

I know I've been posting a lot and mostly complaining and I apologize for that but I feel like ever since I had my little girl a month ago that I'm losing my mind!!!! I'm constantly arguing with my fiancé which we never did before I can't seem to help my colicky baby! I have NO time for myself at all! I really just don't know what do anymore. It seems like everything I do is just wrong when it comes to soothing her. I feel like crawling in a dark hole and just hiding there forever! 😭😭😭