After the loss its still hurting

JazzlynnAnn • Happy to have my rainbow, ready to have another since it`s hard for me to conceive.
Its been almost 2 months since my miscarriage and im still mentally all over the place. Feeling reckless and not caring about anything or anyone else. I dont seem to want to do anything anymore. Even with my husband being on board to try again, im not sure i can be mentally prepared for if i lost another one. Even though its neither of our faults nor could the loss have been prevented but still feeling at fault.