Feeling alone

Leah • Step momma to 1 👧MC 2018, 2019 👼🏻👼🏻👼🏻 Double rainbow baby born October 16, 2019 🌈 Baby girl 01/18/2021 💕🎀 👪👫💑 08/06/2017❤️03/15/2018💍09/08/2018👰🏻🤵🏻💍

Every time I bring up the possibility of me being pregnant (hopefully testing today), my boyfriend either gets mad, puts it off, or both. At this point it's upsetting me more and more and I feel like he doesn't actually care, and I'm alone in this. But then there are other times when he'll put his hand on my belly or he'll tell me we should get some things for a baby.

It's really confusing and it's upsetting and kinda stressful.