Don't know how to talk to my bf

Kelly • .
This is my second mc in 5 months. I don't know how to tell him that I'm not ok. I know how much the last one hurt him and effected him. I keep telling him and acting like I'm fine when I'm not. I don't want to get out of bed on a morning. I don't want to keep going out shopping etc. I just don't know how to tell him I'm not ok when I know he's not ok either. Any advice?