In need of encouragement...

Shannon • TTC baby #2 for 6+ yrs. Healing from mc 3/15. We have 1 precious boy & his hearts desire is to be a big brother...
We are supposed to be doing a medicated natural cycle. I expect to ovulate in the next 2 days. I'm just afraid based on past experience that I know exactly how this is going to go. This may be TMI, but DH can't handle the pressure of performing "on demand". He views it as a total chore & often can't or won't bd.  So...I don't have much hope. Please pray for a miracle!! That is seriously what it will take. A friend was going to get me some essential oils for libido & sex drive for him & to increase his count. I know they work!  But so far we haven't gotten them. 😔  I'm just SO sick of disappointment!!  Sorry I just needed to vent to people who get me. I wish we could get pregnant the way the Lord intended. 😔