My sister in law just had her baby.. I'm happy for her but also so sad😢 as she's bring her baby into this world I'm mc mine. All I can think of is its just not fair. Specially when I look around an see parents that you can just tell shouldn't be parents. My husband thought well a lot of women have their period when pregnant an thought maybe that was this case but I've been doubtful on that all the way up to last night when I figured ok I'm jot really bleeding anymore so I'll test to just see. Well my bfp went to a bfn.. I'm just sad an don't want to show to much to my husband cause he said he doesn't want this affecting me to deeply. That if it gets to that point he'd rather not keep trying cause he doesn't want it to hard on me. So as I sit here wanting to cry cause I just lost my baby I must smile for happiness for my sister in law.